Thoughts and Frustrations

I just started crying over how troubled and broken Grayson is. Maybe I should stop working for...

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 23:41:14 -0500

I just started crying over how troubled and broken Grayson is. Maybe I should stop working for tonight.

I have been revamping so many characters lately. Cameron has a new look. Alex, well she might change...

Fri, 25 Jan 2013 01:09:52 -0500

I have been revamping so many characters lately. Cameron has a new look. Alex, well she might change a bit. Grayson AND Garrett are getting new looks.

Oh man I am just so excited because all my characters are developing in my head and this is such a good thing.

The Twins They make an appearance in book three and they have...

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 22:28:07 -0500

The Twins

They make an appearance in book three and they have already become some of my favorites to write. I guess I should make actual bios at some point.

I love having visuals for what I want so many of my characters to look like. I really should start...

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 18:47:22 -0500

I love having visuals for what I want so many of my characters to look like. I really should start putting together a sort of scrapbook? or something like that to really take all my notes in and paste pictures of all my characters in there,

Now I just need to really get the twins down. Twin vampires this is hard.

I’ve narrowed it down to three people.

Who wants to help me figure it out? Any takers?

nope

I’ll figure this out myself then

Isaac - Pack Leader

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 14:18:05 -0500

Isaac - Pack Leader

A huge thanks to one of my closest friends, Lyndsey. Tonight she helped me with an issue I have had...

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 02:27:00 -0500

A huge thanks to one of my closest friends, Lyndsey.

Tonight she helped me with an issue I have had been having with one of my characters.

Isaac, pack leader of the Philadelphia pack is no longer more of a boyish man. Instead he is more put together, a little more intense and rugged looking (if decided I want to give him a beard) and has more of an authority. Isaac is now being based off the ridiculously handsome Richard Armitage.

Now I think I should get to drawing him as Isaac at some point.

I am so horrible when it comes to novels especially when all I have wanted to do for the past week...

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 01:52:16 -0500

I am so horrible when it comes to novels

especially when all I have wanted to do for the past week was write a threesome. It could be fun.

wow what even goes on in my head sometimes, I’m not sure.

well I was working on chapter one of my novel and then I got the fantastic idea to write about a...

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 21:17:29 -0500

well I was working on chapter one of my novel

and then I got the fantastic idea to write about a threesome

clearly I have priorities

I also need to find a new novel buddy that will be a complete asshole when reviewing my things because one of them decided that he didn’t care and just wanted me to write because he loves it either way.

awesome

Both my novel buddies got back to me about my prologue. Bless, I love them both. One thinks it was...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 23:50:28 -0500

Both my novel buddies got back to me about my prologue.

Bless, I love them both. One thinks it was good and the other “I hate it, do it again. Now let’s jam out to Halestorm.”

It’s time to crack down and actually make this work. It’s only a 1,000 word prologue

kind of short

Working on non-novel related stuff at this moment since I am waiting for a couple people to get back...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 21:26:18 -0500

Working on non-novel related stuff at this moment since I am waiting for a couple people to get back to me about my prologue.

“Vampire,” my therapist spoke. It had startled me. I wasn’t aware that I had been zoning out. That was a sign I had been in here too long. When I looked at her she was writing something down on that goddamned clipboard. “You said your brother was a vampire.”

“I did.”

“But he is dead,” she said with a tone of finalization just like when she spoke of my parents.

“And you know this?”

“Richard has a grave. It is right next to your parents’ in a cemetery in Florida.”

I rolled my eyes and flung my legs over one of the arm rests on the couch. She flinched and I was rewarded with a feeling of pleasure knowing that my actions annoyed her. “Are you so sure that his body is in that grave?”

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Thu, 03 Jan 2013 03:32:31 -0500

Found the first draft of my Guardian Angel novel ”Tell me what you are,” I...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 03:13:45 -0500

Found the first draft of my Guardian Angel novel

           ”Tell me what you are,” I whispered reaching up and touching his face lightly with my fingertips. He pulled away quickly hiding behind his hair. “You owe me.”

            He tilted his head, cloudy eyes boring into mine. “I don’t owe you anything Emily.” His voice was dark, menacing. “You pushed me away after what had happened. Do you really think you deserve to know anything?” I grimaced knowing that he was right. Kale may have saved my life on more than one account but that day I told him I never wanted to speak with him ever again took everything we had away. It didn’t matter to him anymore, I didn’t matter.

           ”Please,” I said quietly. The pain I felt, the metal bit drilling into my heart slowly, I wanted it to go away. It would never go away until he forgave me.

Good gods, Twilight much?

lilredridingwolf: Lil Red Riding Hood | Amanda Seyfried

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 02:57:36 -0500

lilredridingwolf:

Lil Red Riding Hood | Amanda Seyfried

I finished the first draft of the prologue to Alex and Garrett’s story tonight all my novel...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 02:31:26 -0500

I finished the first draft of the prologue to Alex and Garrett’s story tonight

all my novel buddies are off sleeping or working so I can’t get any input on what I have written just yet

I wish I had more people who were completely blunt with me and told me exactly what I should change and what they didn’t like

marklesextu: Basic Mendelian genetics for werewolves. Welcome...

Fri, 30 Nov 2012 23:22:19 -0500

marklesextu:

Basic Mendelian genetics for werewolves. Welcome to the life of someone trying to write like 30 novels.

The beginning of version three of my novel. Yay!

Mon, 15 Oct 2012 16:12:34 -0400

I wasn’t dying. I knew that much. It didn’t feel like I was dying. Unless dying felt like a thousand whit hot pokers piercing every inch of my skin from the top of my head to the tips of my toes.

Assigning “powers” to certain full moons is a bit harder than I thought. No one is...

Fri, 12 Oct 2012 19:40:21 -0400

Assigning “powers” to certain full moons is a bit harder than I thought.

No one is around to help me so I end up talking to myself like an idiot

oh well, hopefully I can get some of this stuff done

I have two full moons figured out, eleven more to go!

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Fri, 31 Aug 2012 20:46:47 -0400

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Mon, 23 Jul 2012 20:01:15 -0400

I haven’t posted a snippet of something I have been working on in a while. So I’m going...

Sat, 21 Jul 2012 23:16:00 -0400

I haven’t posted a snippet of something I have been working on in a while. So I’m going to do that.

Alona Mitchell did not like coffee. In fact, she absolutely hated it. Yet she always seemed to find herself sitting in the same over upholstered chair at the only café in town. A steaming mug of sugar mixed with coffee would be clutched in her hands as her dull brown eyes watched as people’s lives passed them by. She was always on the lookout for something different; something that would liven up the town.

Wolf Valley had an impressive population of three hundred and twelve. It was one of those places where everyone knew everyone. There were no secrets in The Valley. It made for a very boring town and Alona hated boring. She needed excitement; she needed a thrill. None of that would come to her if she stayed in this town. But she was stuck. No one ever left Wolf Valley.

I don’t even think anyone reads these ha.

my benefit